Author: chaosundercontrol476

I am in my 40's and have an amazing testimony to blog about. I am a true survivor in many ways and have peace and joy most days no matter how stressful circumstances can be. I want others who have struggled with the same issues to know that you can have joy even in the midst of terrible turmoil.

Atheist vs. Christian Debates

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Watching atheist vs. christians debating is something I really enjoy watching on Youtube. However, I am appalled by the behavior of most christians. Being a christian myself who has been shunned by so many and by churches, I am replused when seeing the representation we have through these brilliant christians and how they behave on… Continue reading Atheist vs. Christian Debates

How Do I Sin Against the Holy Spirit?

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I have never read the bible through and that was the only resolution I made for this year. It wasn't really a resolution either. I was prompted (I believe) by the Holy Spirit to do this and I desire to know more scripture and have it in my head when I need it. It seems… Continue reading How Do I Sin Against the Holy Spirit?

Should Christians Smoke Weed?

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Is it okay for christians to smoke weed? What about alcohol? Christians drink alcohol. Why does weed have this stigma? It is so necessary for some people just to get through the day and live life normally. So, why is it considered bad? We are involved in Celebrate Recovery and another ministry and I don't… Continue reading Should Christians Smoke Weed?

Storms Are Passing

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Fortunately, I am feeling the storms from last week passing. Last night we went to Celebrate Recovery, which I have to brag, Michael's singing and playing was on point. I heard from my oldest daughter I have been so worried about. Michael had his meeting with the board today to talk about the new position… Continue reading Storms Are Passing

Spiritual Attacks

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Spiritual attacks are a sign that good things are coming! Beautiful lake near my home. Ever feel like your doing all the right things, but you keep meeting adversity no matter how much good you try to do? This is the week of spiritual attacks for me and my loved one’s. My oldest daughter is… Continue reading Spiritual Attacks

Rollercoaster Week

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O my precious, powerful, Jesus; please help me make it through! Some weeks really test you more than others and I had one of those weeks. From the elation of job prospects to the depressing worries of my child telling me she would be kicked out of her home today. From my car running hot… Continue reading Rollercoaster Week